Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Thankfulness #2: Generosity

 
I am thankful for generosity. I know many people who are truly generous. For example,
-friends who buy my meal, then sneak the money into my purse when I try to pay them back
-servants: the people who volunteer in ministry, giving of their possessions and of time that could be spent to far greater personal profit
-parents who don't charge me for many monthly expenses that I should be paying
-people who give gifts to my family at random times, just for the sake of blessing us
-people at church who give above and beyond what they have to, because they want to further Christ's cause
Beyond all these, I am thankful that I believe in a generous God. He doesn't just stingily dole over a little blessing every now and again. He gives, and gives, and gives, so much that my life is full of good and perfect gifts from above. I deserve nothing—and I'm not just saying that; it's the truth. Yet my life is happy, both spiritually and in earthly ways. Even when you consider material things and comfort and fun times, my life is obviously blessed by God. I am so thankful for His generosity.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Pray for Project Serve

This Friday, 9 youth group students and 3 youth group leaders from RBC are going to Fort Wilderness for a weekend of service. Could you pray for the trip? I would be so thankful if you would! Here is what I have been praying for...


-The weekend would be saturated with God's word
-Genuine edification would take place among believers
-Conviction of sin and genuine change for all of us on the trip
-We will serve with great joy
-Selflessness!

Here's what I am praying for myself:
-That I will not make the same mistakes I always do:
  • serving for man's approval
  • having my motivation be that the trip is fun for me
-That instead I will:
  • spend time encouraging each one on the trip
  • point others towards Jesus with every word
  • sacrifice my desires

I am trusting God to bless us with a Project Serve that is not only physically stretching and tiring, but also spiritually strengthening. Thank you for your prayers! I am excited to tell you how God answers them.

Trip Roster:
  • Connie Haumersen
  • Rebecca Jeanson
  • Katelyn Ladd
  • Paige Williams
  • Me
  • Evan Casey
  • Sam DeBurgh
  • Christian Ladd
  • Colton Purdy
  • Todd Kellner
  • Luann Purdy
  • Dan Miller

Monday, October 25, 2010

Check It Out!

Here's a brand new blog that is worth checking out.  It's called "Everything As Loss." 
http://everythingasloss.blogspot.com/
I'm excited to see what's in the future for this blog as Katelyn continues to encourage me and others.

The Truth that Sets Them Free

So Jesus said to the Jews who had believed in Him, "If you abide in My word, you are truly My disciples, and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."  They answered him, "We are offspring of Abraham and have never been enslaved to anyone.  How is it that you say, 'You will become free'?"
   Jesus answered them, "Truly, truly, I say to you, everyone who commits sin is a slave to sin.  The slave does not remain in the house forever; the son remains forever.  So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.  I know that you are offspring of Abraham; yet you seek to kill Me because My word finds no place in you.  I speak of what I have seen with My Father, and you do what you have heard from your father."
--John 8:31-38

This conversation (and the rest of it, as it continues through verse 59) is quite frustrating to read.  There is nothing quite like talking to someone with head-knowledge of Jesus, and apparent close proximity to embracing His truth, yet who staunchly and wilfully remains ignorant of Him in the most important ways.  The verses tell us that these Jews "believed in Him."  Yet they also were "slaves to sin" and were even seeking to kill Jesus.  How is this even possible?  How can someone believe in Jesus, yet be totally lost?  The answer to this question can be found at the borderline of belief and unbelief.  That line is this: "If you abide in My word, you are truly My disciples."

There can be no freedom outside of God's word.  There can be no following Jesus in any way other than His word lays out.  Rejection of God's word is rejection of Jesus, and no one who rejects is a disciple.

Reading these verses this morning reminded me of a somewhat similar conversation I had with a woman on an airplane.  I was witnessing to her, despite her immediate affirmation that she was a Christian, because it was obvious that she did not know the truth, and had not been set free.  She, like the Jews, was claiming belief--yet contradicting in the next breath the very words of God.  From her mouth, I heard little gems like this:

"Yes, I absolutely agree with you that Jesus is essential to salvation!  He is a wonderful son of God!"
"Yes, I agree with you that the Bible is absolutely true and it is the only message of salvation!  But without the Book of Mormon, the Bible can't be verified and its message will be twisted."
"Yes, I believe that salvation is only by God's grace and our faith.  But if my child dies without being baptized, I need to baptize someone else for her, so she can get into heaven."

Strangely enough, I was having a brutal argument with someone who only ever expressed joyful acquiescence with me.  And now I know the tragic problem that had kept this woman from salvation for so many years.  She was willfully refusing to know truth.  Because of this, she could not be freed by truth, or truly be a disciple of God's word through His Son Jesus Christ.  Jesus' words "found no place" in her--for although she accepted them in her mind, she had laid them beside other qualifying "truths" that limited their absolute authority.

I have been just like that woman, and just like those Jews.  I was willfully blind to God's truth, and with no excuse.  God alone opened up my eyes to finally behold that which I had put off for years--that He is Truth.  He would not tolerate a mind shared with other beliefs.  So He set me free from my sins, and made me His child once and for all by the death of His own Son.  I am free indeed!

I need to remember this as I seek to witness to others who don't know Truth.  It is absolutely impossible--not worth trying--to convince them with brilliant arguments or concise refutals of whatever they say.  There is only one way for them to believe, and that is for them to hear Truth.  As a disciple of Jesus, I must be personally abiding in His word if I ever hope to make disciples of others.  The best thing they could possibly hear from me is a direct quotation of Jesus' words.  His truth alone can set them free--so let's abide in it, and boldly proclaim the Truth that fills our hearts.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Thankfulness #1: Godly Families

I am thankful for all the godly families at my church.  One of the great things about RBC is that we are made up of a wide variety of people.  There are young families that are just starting.  There are families who have been faithful to each other for decades.  Many of these families, regardless of their size or their age, have shown me a beautiful picture of Christ's love lived out.
For example here are just three, a small sample of many more:
-The Bowers, whose kids know more scripture than I do
-The Ladds, who have godly conversations over dinner many nights
-Amy and Drew Papillon, who are just gospel-centered people to begin with, but who also continue to love and care for the families they don't live with anymore
Hearing the sermon this morning got me pretty convinced that I have a long, long way to go before I am selfless or gospel-focused enough to someday have a family of my own.  I praise God that He is helping me to learn these things even now, and that He has given me so many examples of Christlikeness within my church.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Top 100: Things Rylie is Thankful For

This is a guest post from my brother Rylie DeBurgh.  He is a wonderful younger brother.  Last night, during the last few hours of his 13th birthday, Rylie wrote down 100 things that he is thankful for.  Looking through this list made me laugh, (almost) cry, and just remember how much I love the guy that wrote it.  I'm not a perfect sister to him, and he's not perfect either, but recently I have truly seen God growing him into a young man who will follow Him.  I hope you enjoy this list anywhere near as much as I did. 

Love you, Rye!
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1.  Los Mariachis
2.  Paper
3.  Dogs
4.  Sam
5.  Cards
6.  Ann Batikas
7.  Racine, WI
8.  Zelda
9.  Goldfish
10.  Origami
11.  Guitar
12.  Percy Jackson and the Olympians
13.  Thunderstorms
14.  The ocean
15.  Anthony Willems
16.  Ping-pong
17.  Pizza
18.  Cameras
19.  Toby
20.  Roller Skates
21.  Tae Kwon Do
22.  Toothpaste.
23.  Chipotle
24.  Sunday nights at Culver's
25.  Walt Disney
26.  Alex and Natasha Myers
27.  M. Night Shyamalan
28.  Sydney the Dachshund
29.  McCoy the Dachshund
30.  Super China Buffet
31.  RVs
32.  Art!
33.  Vertical Devotion
34.  The Game
35.  Trees
36.  Christmas
37.  Communication with my Master and Savior
38.  Hoodies
39.  The Newsboys
40.  The over 80s party
41.  Jubbeeeeee!
42.  Granddaddy's memory
43.  Books
44.  Cell phones
45.  Thanksgiving
46.  Little brown packages tied up with string
47.  Football on TV
48.  Alex and  Brett Harris
49.  :D Emoticons
50.  San Diego
51.  Billiards
52.  Swimming
53.  Calvin and Hobbes
54.  Lord of the Rings
55.  Clothes
56.  Snow
57.  Video Games
58.  Ernie the bird R.I.P.
59.  Campfires
60.  God's word
61.  peanuts
62.  Peanuts
63.  Fright Fest
64.  Cars
65.  Pikachu
66.  The colors red and green
67.  Sand
68.  The men's retreat
69.  Dan Cabush
70.  Steve Schulz
71.  The Chronicles of Narnia
72.  Mac n cheese
73.  Hugh Beresford
74.  Culver's
75.  Sprecher's rootbeer
76.  The Incredibles
77.  Switchfoot
78.  Carly
79.  Roller Hockey
80.  The skatepark
81.  Pete Miller
82.  Damian Acker
83.  The Mario theme song
84.  Hockey pucks
85.  Broomball
86.  Monk
87.  John Mark Goeke
88.  Mary Kullberg
89.  Fort
90.  My Lord Jesus Christ
91.  Nicole Kim   -------------\
92.  Brendon Kim------------   \
93.  Min Kim--------------------> they get their own
94.  Steve Kim-----------------/
95.  My mom
96.  My dad
97.  M.S. Youth Group
98.  R.B.C.
99.  Godly examples in my life
100.  The rest of my life as God continues to bless undeserving me.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Psalm 3, pt. 2



I lay down and slept;
I woke again, for the LORD sustained me.
I will not be afraid of many thousands of people
who have set themselves against me all around.

Nighttime can often be the time when sinful thoughts are most prevalent.  Sin starts with the heart, and as the day closes, my heart and mind are freest to roam wherever they want.  What should be a peaceful nights sleep (8 or so hours to not worry about sin) often becomes a tiring battle against dishonoring my Savior. 

But there can be relief from this.  God's power truly is such that I can "lay down and sleep"...and wake up again and feel refreshed.  I don't need to be worried.  My God is with me every moment.  Even (and especially) at the times when sinful thoughts threaten to take me over, I have with me my shield, my glory, and the lifter of my head.

So what needs to happen for me to rest easy?  I need to pray the way that David did.

Arise, O LORD!
Save me, O my God!
For You strike all my enemies on the cheek;
You break the teeth of the wicked.

I know I need God.  But how I long to live like I know this.  Every night, my prayer ought to be the same as David's when he was under great pressure from the world around him.  "Save me, O my God!"  We need to be saved--and not just once so we're all set for a happy life until we get to heaven.  Every morning when I wake up to my sinful self, I need to be saved.  Every afternoon, when my meditation on the morning's scripture starts to wear off, I need to be saved.  Every night, as my mind starts to wander towards wrong thoughts and feelings, I need to be saved.

My enemies are no match for the saving power of my Lord.  Sin is like a hideous beast just waiting to devour me.  It seems impossible to overcome.  But God can break the monster's teeth.

Salvation belongs to the LORD;
Your blessing be on Your people!


Psalm 3: 5-8

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Psalm 3, pt. 1


O LORD, how many are my foes!
many are rising against me;
many are saying of my soul,
there is no salvation for him in God.

With very little exception, I am my own worst enemy.  Other people may be unkind, inconsiderate, or even downright hostile towards me—and this does happen, albeit less than I deserve.  But ultimately, the hideous foe that plagues me more than any other is that of my own sinfulness.  I can almost see my temptations rising against me, like an army mounting the crest of a hill, telling my soul, "There is no salvation for you in God."

I felt this way recently.  In the midst of repentance, I found to my dismay that the sorrow I was feeling might not be sorrow over offending God but actually leftover selfishness that had been the root of my sin to begin with.  I felt like Eustace, from the Chronicles of Narnia, whose desire to please himself turned him into a hideous dragon.  The only way to escape the monster he had become was for him to shed his scales.  Yet every time he scraped off a layer of his ugly exterior, he found a new one just under the surface. 

I confess and confess, and then the second I stop for breath, I find the sin ramming itself against my mind once more.  And in my heart I feel, “I can't stand this.”

But you, O LORD, are a shield about me,
my glory, and the lifter of my head.
I cried aloud to the LORD,
and He answered me from His holy hill.

I was right. I can't stand this. I can't be bombarded with temptation again and again and stand unflinching before it. What I can do, and will do, is fall, and be trampled under the feet of my own worst desires.

But I don't have to try and stand alone! The LORD God himself is a shield about me. Can you imagine? Such an infinite, matchless God, being a shield around someone so small and puny? That He would be there for me, a nearby safeguard and source of security, is staggering. It is also amazing that God actually can be my glory and the lifter of my head. My sins may be a great source of despair and self-loathing. But ever within my reach I have an even more abundant spring of joy and exultation. I do not need to despair. For in the onslaught of my wickedness, when I cry to out to the LORD, He answers.

Though I can't deny the power of sin, I know there is yet a power that is greater, more fearsome, and that will be victorious. My God is my shield. He's my glory. He hears me. I am plagued by my sinfulness. But I truly find hope in knowing what a God I have.


Psalm 3: 1-4

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Top 40: Reasons I Am Thankful for My Mom

1.  You taught me how to talk and tie my shoes.  (I don't feel like such a baby anymore.)
2.  You first introduced me to 80s music...Can't Fight This Feeling, baby!
3.  You are the first person who showed me what it's like to spend time with God every day...and to love it and need it.
4.  You told me about the birds and the bees.
5.  You prayed for me every night.
6.  When I was scared, you would come and help me not be scared anymore.  You taught me to trust in God.
7.  I'm Juddy's favorite.
8.  You have a great sense of style, and you help me not look like a dweeb.
10.  Your favorite color is mine too!
9.  Whoops...I'm pretty sure you taught me to count.
11.  You showed me what to look for in a man.  I'll never settle, thanks to you and dad.
12.  YOU LOVE ME.
13.  Thanks to you, I know what it looks like to be a mom who loves Jesus first and points her kids to Him always.
14.  You showed me the merits of Tabasco.
15.  You taught me to look people in the eyes and speak up.  Now I'm not shy...just obnoxious and annoying.
16.  You've showed me--by example--what true beauty is.
17.  You worship God with all your might!  I've seen in you pure worship, in spirit and in truth.  It's what I want to imitate.
18.  You showed me what prayer can be.  You taught me how to love people by praying for them, and how to see God answering.
19.  You care so much about listening.  No one else is so intentional about getting me to share my hopes, joys, laughter, frustration, and disappointment.
20.  Discipleship.  You live Jesus' call.
21.  I've learned from you how to "confront" others with love.
22.  You've given me your passion to see Jesus in other people!
23.  You let me drive when I was way too young.
24.  You've always had high expectations for me.  Especially in these teenage years, you've treated me like an adult, even thought I act so immature sometimes.
25.  You crack me up!  Like nobody else.
26.  You have a beautiful voice.  Something I wish you passed down, but I'll settle for getting to listen.
27.  You spur others on (including me) to love and good deeds...not by harshness or empty ideals, but with grace and truth and a high view of Jesus.
28.  You've given me a passion for ministry.
29.  I see in you what it's like to have both a serious spiritual life and a riotously fun personality.
30.  Who else can I talk to about boys?  No one, the way we talk!
31.  A lot of my love for writing, as a way to glorify God, has come from your example.
32.  You've taught me how to be patient, look for the best in people, and leave the rest to God when they're growing slowly.
33.  YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND.
34.  You show me, every day, true love for your husband and the desire to please him.
35.  You taught me to take risks!
36.  You trust God's sovereignty.  You taught me not to worry.
37.  You've showed me that real love means sacrifice.  And you have that love.
38.  Your desire is contagious when you talk about heaven!  Let's go there, together right now!
39.  God's glory is more important to you than anything else.
40.  Jesus is your all in all.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Never Thirst Again!

Jesus answered them, “Truly, truly I say to you, you are seeking me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves. Do not labor for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For on Him God the Father has set His seal.
--John 6:26-27

In the wake of an astonishing miracle (the feeding of the 5,000) the crowds proved again the inability of worldly people to comprehend spiritual things. Their desire for earthly food alone propelled them to follow Jesus to Capernaum. Not only was their focus “What's in it for me?” but they didn't even see that the gain they were pursuing was completely unsatisfying and temporary. It must have been so frustrating for Jesus to see these people who followed Him around and heard His teachings still deny their need for salvation. How could a loaf of bread seem more important to them than eternal life?

People today live in much the same way. You probably don't see many people choosing a bag of Wonder Bread over an eternity in heaven. But human desires (and not just those of the unsaved) tend towards what we can feel, and taste, and touch.

Some people just put off the need for spiritual reconciliation because they are enjoying the world too much. These people have not necessarily even heard the whole gospel, and they don't want to. They don't want to hear anything that will make them change, because the fleeting happiness they are pursuing—that joy that's always just around the corner—depends on their doing things that, in their heart, they know are wrong.

Even more tragic are those people who know the Gospel and choose something else anyway. These are the people that we as Christians have labored in prayer over, cried about, and pleaded with to repent of their sins and trust in Jesus as their Savior, Lord, and true Joy. Our attempts fall on deaf ears and stubborn hearts, because there is something else in their life that they just can't give up. There is something that can be touched, and felt, and tasted that is so tantalizing and addictive that the urgency of the Gospel message seems irrelevant.

But unbelievers are not the only ones who partake in the folly of the crowds. Look inside your own heart, and I believe that you will find, as I did, that we who are saved can be guilty of the same atrocity. We want what we can feel. I know that Jesus is in me, shining as a light to the world. I know that heaven is real, and it's coming, and it's infinitely better than the best thing that's ever happened to me. I know that the Bible is made of the very words of God, and is an incredibly precious gift that I have the privilege of taking with me in my heart wherever I go. But my heart looks at the blessings of the world and wants them.

Why is it that we want earthly blessings so badly? Why is it that we'll devote hours of actions, thoughts, and words each week to the purpose of winning peoples' good opinions? Why is it that we'll worry and wonder and plan endlessly for our future in pursuit of great personal success, instead of trusting the only One who ever had any control over what's to come? Why is it so hard to be content with loving Jesus wholeheartedly by yourself, and so easy to feel like you need someone else to love and be loved by? Why is it that just about every blessing in our lives is only ever a hair's breadth away from becoming an idol—a necessary, ultimate goal of life? The reason why is that we are like the crowds who followed Jesus with their feet but not their hearts. We are captivated by the taste, the smell, the feel of earthly bread in our hands, in our mouths, in our stomachs. We want it, we pursue it, we take it, we eat it. Then, after a few hours of feeling warm and full, we find that once again we are hungry. The cycle repeats. And the cycle will repeat, in my heart and in yours, if God doesn't put a stop to it. Thanks be to God that there is a way to stop wanting and chasing this earthly bread—and to finally find true joy and satisfaction.

Isaiah 55:1-3
Come, everyone who thirsts,
come to the waters;
and he who has no money,
come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk
without money and without price.
Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread,
and your labor for that which does not satisfy?
Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good,
and delight yourselves in rich food.
Incline your ear, and come to me;
hear, that your soul may live;
and I will make with you an everlasting covenant,
my steadfast, sure love for David.

I am sick of spending my money, spending my time, spending my labor on that which does not, cannot, and will not satisfy. I am ready (at least in my heart) to throw my all into pursuing Jesus, the bread of life. And right here, in Isaiah 55, is the way for me to do just that.

“Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good.”
“Incline your ear.”
“Come to me.”
“Hear, that your soul may live.”

I'm thirsty. I want my life to be more joyful, and more fulfilled. Jesus, my Savior, is the only fountain that can quench my thirst. So I'll come to Him. I'll enter His presence. And it won't just be for the few minutes that constitute a “quiet time.” Instead, I'll linger with Him. I'll listen diligently—not giving up when His words seem counter-intuitive to my immediate happiness. And as I hear, as I listen, as I come, I will worship Him—because He is the bread of life.

John 6:35
Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to Me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in Me shall never thirst.”

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Being the Witness

You sent to John, and he has borne witness to the truth. Not that the testimony that I receive is from man, but I say these things so that you may be saved.
--John 5:33-34

If there was ever someone who shouldn't have needed anybody to stick up for Him, it was Jesus. He shouldn't have needed anyone to testify, “Yeah, He's God”--because He was God. The words of some man couldn't make His claims any more or less true, because He only told the truth.

If I was claiming to be Taylor Swift, I would need a lot of backup. For one thing, I don't look like her. For another, I don't sound anything like her. No one would believe my claims, because I'm not her.

But for Jesus to say He was God was for Him to declare the truth. And it was a truth that should have been obvious. He fulfilled every single Old Testament prophecies about the Messiah, yet the Old Testament scholars were the ones that hated Him most (John 5:45-46). He healed the sick, proving He had both the compassion and the power of God His Father, yet even the ones He healed betrayed Him (John 5:15-16). He offered the bread of life to people enslaved to insatiable desires, yet they forsook the gift of God for earthly food (John 6:26-27). It should have been obvious to everyone that Jesus was exactly who He said He was, yet people refused to believe (just as they do now) that this Man was the Son of God.

So Jesus did something He should never have needed to do. The perfect Man referred the Pharisees to the testimony of a sinful, finite man. He showed that He understood their small-mindedness when He said, “If I alone bear witness about myself, my testimony is not deemed true. There is another who bears witness about me, and I know that the testimony that He bears about me is true (John 5:31-32).”

Sinful people, deserving of Hell, had raised a finger and said to the One who could save them: “We don't think you are who you say you are.” Jesus didn't ignore their vain, useless arguments. He didn't leave them in their self-deception without a word of how they could escape. He took the argument down to their petty level. “Alright, so you aren't willing to believe the Bible. You aren't willing to believe the words of the very God you claim to serve. You'd rather believe the unwarranted claims of imperfect human beings than the indisputable truth of the Most High God. I get that. So go ahead and listen to John. He's a man like you, so listen to what He says about Me.”

This is the humility of Jesus Christ. He did what He never needed to do, in order that sinners might believe what they needed to believe. “I do not receive glory from people,” He said. “But I know that you do not have the love of God within you....How can you believe, when you receive glory from one another and do not seek the glory that comes from the only God (John 5:41, 42, 44)?”

How could they believe, indeed? They had made a narrow door to their hearts. They ostensibly wanted to hear God's truth, just not from His Son. 
And today it happens in much the same way.  People have all the evidence they need readily available in the Bible, yet they don't believe.  So Jesus uses another means to get His gospel to people--us!  Just as Jesus didn't need John, He doesn't need you and me to be the ones telling a disbelieving world that He is the Christ, the Son of God. The God-breathed scriptures bear more than enough testimony to this truth.  But still, God has chosen to use people like us to be messengers to the hard-hearted.  He lets pitiful, failing sinners like you and me be the ones who get to tell a dead girl about Life for the first time. He lets earthly, tainted eyes like ours be the first to see a lost person's face light up at the realization he can be found. He gives dishonest, untrustworthy people the unspeakable privilege of bearing witness to the Savior of the world—though we wouldn't even believe our own words unless He had quickened our hearts.

Jesus doesn't need glory from us. But he wants it! Just as He used John the baptist, He is pleased to use us as testimonies to His great salvation. What an honor.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Life in Jesus

For as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, so also the Son gives life to whom He will. The Father judges no one, but has given all judgment to the Son, that all may honor the Son, just as they honor the Father. Whoever does not honor the Son does not honor the Father who sent Him. Truly truly, I say to you, whoever hears my word and believes Him who sent me has eternal life. He does not come into judgment, but has passed from death to life.
Truly, truly, I say to you, an hour is coming, and is now here, when the dead will hear the voice of the Son of God, and those who hear will live. For as the Father has life in Himself, so He has granted the Son also to have life in Himself.
--John 5:21-26

Of all the things Jesus has, “life in Himself” is truly one of the most amazing. Just as the Father can raise anyone from the dead, so Jesus can give life to one who is not alive.

Obviously, He's not just talking about earthly life and death. Jesus only raised a handful of dead people from the grave while He was on earth. The inhaling, exhaling, heart-beating kind of life is not by any means the most important kind. The kind of life you really want is the kind we see in verse 24:

“Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever hears my word and believes Him who sent me has eternal life. He does not come into judgment but has passed from death to life.”

If Jesus had only said the part about hearing and believing, my heart would have sunk in disappointment. I am no stranger to hearing without belief. I see unbelievers who have been told the gospel (some who have heard the gospel passionately told multiple times) and who stubbornly refuse to believe. I see people continue to ignore the pressing urgency of commitment to Christ and live on in their dead ways day after day. People hear, and don't believe. How can such ones have eternal life? It would seem that they are destined for judgment and have no hope of passing from death to life.

But the progression of these verses gives me some hope about their salvation. You see, Jesus doesn't start with people and their hearing and their believing. He starts with Himself, and that makes all the difference. “The Son gives life to whom He will.”

I find incredible comfort in remembering that salvation comes from God alone. There are (more or less) thirty people whose salvation I pray for regularly. At least once a week, I ask for God to save these people. Most of them have been told the gospel. Some of them have been told by me. It just feels so good to remember: if it's not about them hearing perfectly, then it's not about how well I tell. I don't need to be persuasive enough, or diligent enough, or perfect enough. I couldn't be. And I could never, ever save these people. I certainly didn't save myself!

Only Jesus has life in Himself. The life I have is not innate; I was born dead and given life later. Jesus has been gloriously alive since forever before the first second of time passed. And He will be alive for the never-ending ages, long after every living thing has left the earth. He gives this life to others. I believe He will give life to some people on my list before long—and He will do it apart from any skill or wisdom or faithfulness of mine.

I trust in the one who has, and gives, life--all by Himself.